Tuesday, November 24, 2009
8:08 AM
"Geraldine, look at the emotional mess you're in now.."
Is my retribution or time to believe theres retribution.
P.S: My mind is in a total mess...........
Monday, November 23, 2009
8:21 PM
I don't wish to wake up everyday crying..
Thinking I'm losing something.
This world is torturing me bit by bit.
I don't know how to carry on anymore.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
4:57 PM
Is probably time to make myself clear..
I HAD ENOUGH.
10:57 AM
街 擠滿了歡笑
太不適合 眼淚湊熱鬧
快跑 快尋找 無人的轉角
不優雅時候 一個人最好
愛 說退就退潮
我松開手 回憶卻沒放掉
未來 不來了 地球 繼續繞
躲回溫暖的夢 我一個人就好
為什麼 越相信誰能依靠
越換來 又一次靈魂寂寥
有沒有永遠 再不會讓心絕望的解藥
如果說 越踏出世界一腳
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那從今以後 我一個人過 就很好
心 很平靜地跳
只是寂寞 潛伏像海嘯
突然某一秒 偷襲我眼角
眼淚自己擦掉 我一個人很好
***
At the end, I'm still all alone again..
Thursday, November 05, 2009
8:28 PM
I'm home.
A home without peace.
A home that seem to have everything yet nothing seems to be in here.
I feel that everyone dear to me are leaving me one by one..
& all I do is face my silly bedroom wall and cry.
"Daddy & Mummy, where exactly are you?"
***
P.S: To people who read my sister's blog as well, please do not comment anything about this and her blog post, we have NO WISH to hear.
Sunday, November 01, 2009
8:50 AM
During this sickly miserable period, all I can think of is you.. just you.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
10:50 PM
Friday, October 30, 2009
9:30 AM
Tell me what's the truth.
Don't keep me thinking...
Sunday, October 25, 2009
11:46 AM
收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛 猜到沒有
愉快玩笑后 能全然退后 你 開心就夠
遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背后 去看守就夠
這种感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過沖動 挽你手
這种戀愛太罕有 不需真正擁有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手
放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠
放手 我的牽挂 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有
11:26 AM
Your return won't turn my night into day.
Anything related to you is none of my concern..
I won't be that foolish anymore.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
9:00 PM
This time I lost my way..
Monday, October 19, 2009
9:44 PM
I just cannot stop the tears from flowing....
I'm really totally defeated by you.
Who will save me?
4:33 PM
I still came back to the start.
You dig out my emotional injury again.
When you actually know nothing will salvage the misery.
I'm in a mess altogether again.
I won't get back what I've lost.
I know it.
and all I'm searching for now is just a shoulder, for me to cry on.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
11:52 AM
After many thoughts, actually nothing much more matters if you're happy.
Why must I even look back when I've already decided to move on?
Geraldine, you're just so bloody foolish.
8:07 AM
I'm hopeless.
Is pointless crying for someone again and again.
I think I'm just gonna explode sooner or later.
P.S: Work today..... awesome= =
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
8:55 PM
I chose to freeze myself this winter season..
Sunday, October 11, 2009
9:41 PM
I just need that little empathy from you.
But yet you crash all my hopes and dreams down the drain..
Those dreams I thought I can pick up myself once again.
Those dreams hoping I can once again fly without you.
I made it actually.
But still you made it miserable.
I feel like a total replacement to you again and again.
My mind is all screwed,
for you.
Damn.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
9:27 AM
Every time I cry you will hold me in your arms.
Because the one who made me cry,
wasn't you..
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
7:38 AM
My heart falls as the silence is broken..
Monday, September 28, 2009
10:26 PM
Leave my heart alone, please.
Can you see is suffocating?
zzz.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
8:46 AM
I got really no more courage to accept anymore changes in my life.
Tears are still warm on my cheeks, yet no one is there to hold my hand..
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
10:55 PM
Sometimes I wonder,
If I say I don't feel you anymore..
Will it be a start of another story?
Yes, no?
Thursday, September 10, 2009
9:06 PM
I can only accept everything in silence.
I really want to let go everything in this heavy heart like once..
Because I know my say won't make any difference in this family.
Did anyone actually spare a thought for my pathetic mind and heart?
I really had enough.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
10:15 PM
What's the point of loving someone so much..
What's the point of getting hurt for something small..
Sometimes I really ask myself, why pin so much hopes on people.
Especially to my favourite people and family.
I thought I found you,
Yet you threw my hopes back to the oceans..
I feel like this right now.. wanting to cry out loud.
zzz.
If I have a heart that can't be quiet, who will be the willing one to listen?
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
9:43 PM
I never had a chance to be happy.
When I'm broken, family was never the first one I turn to.
Home was just a place for me to sleep in.
My mum left us.
I hear my dad yell for nothing.
I listen to my neighbours bitching about my family.
I really wonder how much I meant to and in this family.
I cry everyday for this burdened family.. but what's the damn use..
Sometimes I really wish that I can just leave this family and never return.
If I could rewind time..
I guess I won't be so helpless already.
Geraldine Wong
